My Fear: Video

17 May, 2012

We got an assignment in school, to make a movie in 2 minutes over a day about our fear. One of my fears is one I think many have.

I fear emptiness and also death, not that I’ll die, but that I’ll loose my near and dear ones. I was at my first funeral recently, and a friends grandma just passed away…. I see how my own grandma is growing weaker and I fear the worst.

To be left alone without those I love around me, it’s one of my biggest fears.

The song is Angel Died by Sergey Kovchik. Shot with a Nikon D7000, edited in Adobe Premiere.


Fashion Workshop | JO!Models Agency – Behind the Scenes

11 May, 2012

We’ve had a fashion workshop with photographer Per Zennström as our teacher/creative director and our customer was a model agency here in Gothenburg, they are soon re-launching themselves as JO! Models. We were in groups and each group got their own model from them, and we were to make some pictures for the model, a picture for the campaign to re-launch the agency, plus a stop motion/gif and a movie.

Here’s our behind the scenes video from my group’s shoot, shot by me with my Nikon D7000, and edited in Adobe Premiere.


Behind The Scenes – Movie Recording

26 March, 2012

So, this saturday me and my group set out to make our commercial for a school assignment we have, since we are currently working with motion picture. Here is a short and non-interesting behind the scenes video of that. We speak swedish, and I didn’t ad subtitles because the few things we say are barely heard or nothing of importance.

Hint: the commercial will be about matches haha.


There’s A Lot Of Things To Do Before You Die

22 February, 2012

Time to update this bastard of a list, since some things have changed. Stuff that I want and will do before I die! (in no particular order):

  • Make a living as a photographer
  • Learn to play the ocarina
  • Be able to talk several languagues (at least enough to get around), like spanish and french (and english ofc, but that one’s taken care of already)
  • Learn to spin poi/fire-poi
  • Get dreadlocks
  • Learn to shuffle
  • Have my photograph as a cover on a book
  • Give back to others what they’ve been giving to me during hard times
  • Visit rainbowfamily members somewhere and live with them for a while
  • Get a cat [a bengal]
  • Have a garden where I’ll cultivate my own herbs, vegetables and fruits.
  • See Marilyn Manson live
  • See Infected Mushroom live

Travel to..

  • Japan
  • Bali
  • Scotland
  • New York
  • New Zeeland
  • Marrakech
  • Venice

2011 – A list

3 January, 2012

Did you do something this year that you’ve never done before?
I went to a beer and whiskey festival, I broke up with someone, I got dreads, started to shoot with film and I won a lot of money in a photo contest.

Do you feel that you missed something in 2011 that you would like in 2012? 
I want to be more secure and organized, take more time for things and I want to travel more, and get more work as a photographer!

Which days from 2011 will you always remember?
that day in september when I finually got dreads, and when I got the call that I got accepted into the school of photography, as well as that day in stockholm when me and Andreas realized/decided we were a couple.

What was your biggest success in 2011?
That I got into the school of photography

Biggest mistake? 
That I did not listen to my body and my feelings towards things, prolonged stuff and made it worse when I should’ve let it go, both for me and others.

Best thing you bought?
My new cameras! The Nikon D7000 and my Pentax Spotmatic II, maybe my ipad as well…

On what did you spend most money?
My Nikon D7000

Was there something that made you really happy? 
Once again, getting accepted into the photo school, and the progress with Andreas, going from best friends to being a couple :)

Which songs will remind you of 2011?
Nightwish – Story Time
Veronica Maggio – Jag Kommer
X Dream – The Frog
Hilight Tribe – Tambakunda
Den Svenska Björnstammen – Vart jag mig i världen vänder
Johnossi – Worried Ground

What do you wish that you’d done more?
Read more books, walk more and photographed even more!

What do you wished you’d done less? 
Spent money on unnecessary things :/

How did you spend your Christmas? 
At home with mum, her husband and Andreas, eating good food and having a good time

Favourite show on TV?
True Blood and Hell on Wheels

Biggest musical discovery?
Hilight Tribe, Shpongle and The Glitch Mob

Is there anything that could’ve done your year even better?
it had it’s ups and downs, but it is always like that   – for the most part, I like my year the way it was :)

What made you feel good?
Cats, my friends, photography, music, the outdoors, good food and just great experiences

The best new people that you met?
Dear Linn which I spent a lot of time with, and photographed. Sofia from a photo course, Jenny and Nadim in my new class, and Kim and Jon, two friends of Andreas.


New Game!

3 January, 2012

One of many christmas presents this year was a new game, that I got from Andreas. It’s called Torchlight and it’s made by people who’ve worked with Diablo so it’s kinda similar to that – and so much fun! A great gift indeed <3

I play as an alchemist and it’s really fun to use spells, shoot with my staff, summon things and then change and fire with a cool gun or something. He looks pretty cool too, and kinda steampunk-ish ;D Which I loooveee~

I’ve played a lot today and I want to play more and more. But I really should do some cleaning, and I’ve promised myself not to delay stuff as much as I usually do.

It’s also poi-practice tonight, and I want to learn poi, and that’s another thing I’ve promised myself this year, yet now all of a sudden I have no urge or energy for it, no drive.. I just want to sit at home and do nothing/play Torchlight/watch when Andreas plays Uncharted 3 (one of his christmas gifts, from my parents).

What I really should be doing besides cleaning, is school work and edit more pictures from various occasions, gah!

Well, I guess I should get going with that cleaing now, if I’m fast… maybe I can play some more afterwards! (although I should do other stuff).

Is any of my readers gamers/nerds (the awesome kind of nerd!)? If so, what games do you play at the moment? I’m also playing Trine, so I can get going with Trine 2 and I play some League of Legends as well.


Flickr Favourites #3

24 September, 2011

Thought it was time to share some inspiration again. I don’t have much time to photograph for my own sake, outside of school now, but I still look at a lot of pictures and get inspired!



1. Lenka, 2. Summer Hymnal. | Version 2 of 2, 3. Studio portrait, 4. Untitled, 5. Untitled, 6. Kate-B&M-tedbelton.wordpress.com-016, 7. Tea, 8. Untitled, 9. Untitled


School of Photography – Part 1

23 September, 2011

Some random clips from school merged together into a video (in swedish and no subtitles, sorry). First some stuff from class, then from the party the second graders held for us and then some from the studio workshop we had this week. I’ll probably continue to film and then put the clips together into stuff like this, from school. Find it interesting?


Final Hour of the Dragonfly – A Movie

2 September, 2011

A bit shaky cause well, it was filmed handheld with the lens backwards, so also freelensing haha. Music from Laputa – Castle in the Sky and Nausicaa of the Valley of the Wind.


What I am Becoming

24 August, 2011